If I love the one who hurt me, why don't I love the one who loves me.

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Gonna have scouts the group camp soon?

I don't know what I want, consent form say yes tht I'll be going, but it's not too late t change I guess, Mother say anything, want go then go, don't want then don't go. She'll fake an excuse for me if I choose not t go, but I'll have t help her think of one.

I can't make up my mind, what's more is tht I still have got another problem tht I can't solve.

So should I go or not? ._.

Have t give Mother answer by today so we'll have time t think of an excuse, ohmytian, I feel so bad, like a liar, sigh.