i'm sadding okay.
i've not recieved any msg or things this year.
i loved last year but hate this year. so much okay.
i would so wanna get a time machine and go back in time.
hais. have been tagging happy v day to lotsa people.
thanks to those who replied. ilovesyouall. you're nicest t me; really. S--- ---- never reply. uhh. fcuk laadey. angrying w/ me right, uhh. fcuking ob. fuck fuck fuck. i hate this. so fucking many. i enjoyed myself yesterday. halfway. i felt neglected, lonely, put aside & i felt like crying on my way home. i just realized nobody really took me as a friend in gess. i wish i had retained. retaining was definetely better t have suffered so much in my heart. i should have never dsa-ed t gess. and why did i accept going t gess. now my life is being tortured, i wish i had stopped sch and went Canada t live with my aunt. wont tt be better? everyone here is definetly trying t chase me away. i'll try t change sch okay. make you all happy. uhhs. isnt tt fcuking.
you all dont know how hurt i was.
i tried t not make so much trouble for you all.
this cca was definetely a bad choice.
i can just forget abt enjoying myself .
it didnt last.
tt smile didnt last.
tt laugh will not last.
tt tear will last.
tt scare will last.